Lost and found

This is the start,i found this girl who was on my right tonight starring at me and pointing to the fishes on the aquarium.Girl,your smile made my day.Had to bid you goodbye before i left.Sadly,the auntie opposite who owned the coffeeshop passed away leaving her young son motherless at such a tender age.Fate or something else,i cant be too sure.Rachel Crow was someone i supported to the end.Her perfomance was not what i expected but Disney gave her a movie deal which might be a breakthrough rather than winning X-factor.God Bless You Rachel,looking forward to your movie and start to a life of stardom ,not sure its a chance to rise or be affected but your are one brave girl.

Why suffer?

I finally felt it,what is not worth suffering.I need to find something I love doing.I dont want to suffer,why should I? I need to learn things I like learning.but this time,its for real and I need all power to excel.The journey to STPM just begun with a fiery start.

What you have fought for

What is the point living if you are not happy? Say those words and it will strike you.Having crave for wisdom,my mind was never raw and pure,was I aware? I had to stay composed.He never gave up till the end and he was so brave as to not die with dignity and painless.It was love that kept him alive and recorded.Bravery kept suffering so painless and numb.It was due to us that we will never anticipate such things,so unrealistic and simple.Magic could not create genuinely.It could express and feel but it was never in icicle.it had restrictions that couldnt be comprehended.Victory was no importance ,if we could keep people alive for a day,we truly lived.Years past and we never felt more than ever.It was pleasure.

Conscience

Why don't start miracles while waiting for them? The day I found my conscience,i begun a journey,a journey to find FATE.

FATE

I am moving forward..... i cant look back....like a tempting sandwich which cant be eaten.... i need to find myself .....with that, i let fate decide

The one and only

Do you understand the true meaning of one and only ? Is there such ? I cant help but think of what i have been through these few months,a couple of things really drove me to wake up and think.So far,what is the best memory,i cant think of it? What's your biggest achievement? whatsoever.I dont want to remember neither do i want to try cause it comes naturally,Naturally is the awesome keyword.I really need to find it,i found it maybe ? I dont want to settle for one and lose my dignity cause i believe there is something.InitiALLY,YOU ARE Certain but later on ,what you see is fated.it really dont match what you think neither do you want to get involve .Its non of your business.i trult hate it BUT i will do what i think is right.without being biase .because i love me,myself and I !i cant lose myself .

A different life

It's true that i have lost my humble thinking because I am a city person.Things couldn't seem ordinary or for the sake of simplicity.We were seeking to achieve our goals and aspirations that seem so high.I stressed myself to be the best person I want to be that I forgot how to live? City person couldn't understand what the olden day or aborigines think and how their whole life revolves.I a city person will have struggles living in a simple village at first but if I find myself there ,I won't want to miss the feeling.I haven't gotten a taste of life.I do when I achieve my aspirations.I will go back and myself ,my old self that knew the taste of a simple life with contentment.For the sake of a colourful life,I will go back to where my true heart lies though I never advanced.

It's suffice

It's been months,I do respect you as someone with qualities but you proved me wrong.This place is like a playground for the desperates.Your character just don't match what I call normal.till today,I got back some fragments of focus .I dont seek for things like that,my heart is not so big that it fits so many.Till I realize what the truth was ,I never want to turn back and take the same route.But if you want to treat someone well,you don't need to have them,you need to listen and pay attention and provide the heartfelt care they deserve.But if you ever find others,spread it ! I need focus to do my best and achieve what I am here for!!!! Don't give up! You proved me wrong and I can't turn back for you.I have decided to move on fully .I have done my best and with that,I left my best mark with no appreciation but a lesson to learn.Moving on till I find a person who truly deserve my efforts ,perhaps a good friend?

Frightening truth

Don't be scolded by a girl if you are a guy,it indicates that you are being annoying and immatured.It all begun with a good start and you realize how that person is affected .Don't not attempt to bring down others cause what goes around comes back around.Don't
Assume that no one is watching cause humans are born with brains .Your heart dorms
Lie .Your body language and speech and conduct can tell a lot,it hurts to lose respect from others cause its gone for good for all you know.don't expect others to know you when you don't reach out for others.This world is not owned by you alone.If you are a man.own up your mistake or risk losing your pride further cause you are just a man without gall bladder if you are a coward.I don't want tO Hurt you hence I didn't post this.But I still assume you are my friend no matter how you talk to others cause if without fate ,we won't be friends! And I appreciate your thoughts!

How sorry I am

To this friend of mine.thank you for everything you have done.I feel grateful to be your friend because of everything you are.I felt heartbroken by my actions of lying to you as I have let done my conscience,your trust and I helped the others lie too.when I thought of your efforts.I hate my guts very much .I hate to admit because I lied to someone who is good at heart and you are someone who jokes with me and we are friends and classmates.to meet 6RC was one Of the greatest gift from fate.I have let you down but I am jot afraid of hurting my image because it's my fault.I am scared of hurting you and hate myself for that.to me,you are a good friend .thank you for comforting me even when I told you the truth of lying to you.I am grateful for that and I felt the hurt of hurting you and left me in tears! Thank you for everything!

Tiredness

I writing here with feelings of struggles.Let me tell you a cruel truth.I experience tiredness after completing nothing.I feel as though I am doing nothing the whole time .I am very tired and I feel like letting go sometimes but a lot factors are involved in this.I am tired of my behavior and I want to let go of somethings and forget them to achieve more.My goal is to rid off my distractions and stay focus on doing well.I think I really need the holidays to give me a break from everything that's happening.after sometime.i got sick of a lot of things.I need a break to think through what are the obstacles.I can't stop thinking.Freaking messed up!I am not what I was before.i need to let go of things slowly and filter off unnecessary things!

You Are a Silver Convertible

You make allowances for indulgences and comforts. You take good care of yourself. You're nice, but you're also shrewd. You will never make the mistake of being too nice. Your still waters run deep. There is a lot more to you than meets the eye. When you fall in love, you take it very seriously. You don't treat matters of the heart lightly.

What Color Convertible Are You?

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Your Word is Growth

You are very results-oriented. You take a no nonsense approach to life. You accept who you are right now, and you're willing to do the work to become a better person. You are happy-go-lucky, mostly because you thrive on doing things your own way. You are constantly changing, learning, and improving. You are very dynamic.

What's Your Word Right Now?

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Music

Your Taste in Music Says You're Cheerful

Your musical tastes are upbeat and conventional. You are an easy going, optimistic person. Family and friends are very important to you. You enjoy caring for and helping other people. You thrive in a tranquil environment, and you do your best to keep things peaceful. You enjoy your life. You have your priorities straight.

What Does Your Taste in Music Say About You?

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If it was silence,it would be true

Thank you for telling me this.I took a step and found myself never wanting to turn back.I found things I never had,Like Beyonce,The best thing I never had.It taught me things i never understood.It created things I never expected and lots of drama.I hope this will last.Till the last day i'm alive.i will never exchange this for anything. If only i was a Dream Editor.and the question.Thank you 6RC !

Chocolate

The Chocolate Oracle Says You're Mellow

You are sweet, mellow, and easily satisfied. You don't like anything too intense and dramatic. Deep down, you're a kid at heart... and you're nostalgic for the past. You are fun loving, outgoing, and very social. You love meeting new people and celebrating. You can be a bit of a fair weather friend. You don't like bad news or drama. You love to be in love. You crave romance, whether you're single or not. You feel lost when you don't feel passion... you need someone to adore.

The Chocolate Oracle

kuroshitsuji

I like the suspense and novelty.Another discovery that awes.And also to prevent any misunderstanding ,i thank the source of pictures,thank you for lightening up my blog.

Form 6

lalalalalal....i just transfered from SIGS to Ec.I will account the expereince as weird.People there are different.Its flooded with students.38 in each class.Strabded in Makmal biologi.We are like orang nomad.Moving form lab to lab.homework.my gosh.some many to keep up.presentation for MUET.Kokurikulum,kolokium.GREAT.Sometimes,it finishes at 4 pm.Great.No time to sleep ! Greatness ! Even the badge is out of stock !The people there are okay.Met with some primary school mates!

Missing you

i miss you anime...i cant stand it,i cant forget you but i have to ! I miss eevrything about you ! i wish that once i graduate from there,novelty of eeelings will return once more ! I will anticipate your return even if it takes ten years ! You are most valuable to me ! I will return once more !await my return.

Form 6

Entered form 6.Went straight for driving and came back.I need to transfer out.The people are nice but i think i'm leaving.I need to downsize my meals.Was almost forced to enter upu in UMT !!!!!!!!!!!! THANK MY BLESSINGS !

Got me gone crazy

Buried to the deepest corner no one can enter.

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This is it

Five months of spending time at home has to come to an end.I have explored the different things that society ,things in reality,what really surrounds major decisions and a ring of fate that is seemed surreal.I have positioned myself in a life with faithful people,creating opportunities that i never expect could happen in m wildest dreams.I used to be concious of myself ,thinking what bad things people thought of me.Felt like I was an eyesore.I dread thinking of what people think of me.Now I feel that it didnt matter anymore.However accomplished we are,we exists as merely humans.Thank you for this experience.I had people along my line,with that,I never felt alone.I have found a new way to think and a courage that I selfbild with the help of strangers that turn out to be acquaintances.I will be leaving for the future now,I know that I will never come back failed.As I have gain courage that I will cherish always.

Wedding of a lifetime

The royal wedding was incredible , displays of the royal family's culture and everything was wonderfully placed into a meaningful event.Her dress was really what traditional was about.Thank you for letting me have a chance to watch both of His Highness Prince William and Kate Middleton, Duke and Duchess of CAMBRIDGE ! I had fu anticipating the arrival of guests such as Sir Elton John,David Beckham and wife , Posh,Rowan Atkinson and Malaysia's Yang di-Pertuan Agong Tuanku Mizan Zainal Abidin.Thank You for those times of pleasure.I am honoured to be amongst those who watched The Wedding of the century.Hope both Will and Kate live in bliss with blessings from the whole world.

Please dont take it for granted

It is what I have told myself to do since the beginning of my long holiday.i understand myself well.I cant live properly without a timetable and activities to keep me alive.I am currently facing a crisis whereby i cant seem to get myself to reactivate my initial level of brain activity.Memory storage getting smaller and doing funny things.I meant funny things.Doing crazy things.I cant even remember what happened 2 months ago !

Wedding of the century

Cant wait to watch it.I dont understand my own habits.I want to watch both of them and witness how royal weddings are like as in my 17 years of life ,never have i witness a live royal wedding !

Chris Brown - Yeah 3x

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Tonight (I'm Lovin' You)

Avril Lavigne - What The Hell

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The best it can be

Thank you for all you have given me ....I didnt survived my expectations yet i feel contented ! I cant say that it was excellent yet its something i will place in my mind till i achieve my best record ! Will continue to work towards the best i can !

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Vampire Knight

I love this story and characters , this is the first time i have been clinged to something :

Knight Of Peace

You may be curious by the name Knight Of Peace .It symbolises compassion and the freedom to untie frustrations which people face in their daily lives.If you have compassion and want to understand people and their actions better each day ,you have the knight of peace in you !The only way to keep this being in you is to protect it and have faith in it ! He is not some kind of supernatural being or monster that controls you.He helps you refrain from stupid things and comfort you when you suffer a downfall !I hope he lives with me for eternally and fufill my eternal promise to trust him for life !

Last Day of work in SEED

lOL...Just when i am getting to know them better , i'm leaving.All of them are really independent in their own way.You dont hear them talking about family problems instead they talk about things that makes you lol.As a first timer , i got to learn a lot from them , they have helped me along the way .Weird people , scary people , serious people , extremely nice people , aliens , and many more . All in all , in there , its a big family .Thank You everyone for their help.Overall , i had a great time with everyone. Thank you for all your help! I am glad that my intention of gaining experience was worthwhile .Along the way , though i am tired but i gained more than i lost .It's something even money cant buy forever !

Sickening

Sick ! SICK ! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ! i cant reason out , if you were alright with everything , i would have done the same .... why do you want to control situations and manipulate according to your ways .. my own parents dont irritate me ....why must you ? i hate it.... everyone cant be at your level....if you are always protecting yourself and not care about what people think....what is challenges ? what is the meaning of nothing is irreplacable ? what is freedom ?what does it mean that everyone has their own way of dealing things ?

Good or bad

To a certain extent,there are many things that i have to make my decisions to let no one get hurt . People give me choices , i make decisions . I can just do it my way , if you get hurt , i am hurt even more . I cant stand looking at them suffer because i did it my way . I have to make some decisions that you dont like but at last we will find peace in that deicisions because i bravely made my stand . These are reality of life , i get stressed up when i think of them getting hurt . If you would think for me and we suffer together , we might even become closer . Very complicated in all but we make each day something great to be accomplished. My teacher once mention to us that i remembered till today thought it didnt happen too long ago was life was about making choices . Some things are worth fighting for . What comes around goes around ! I make my own decisions and i respect it !