Thoughts about life

Death,the real end that no one knows. Everyone wants a happy ending. So we live each day hoping that everything we collect becomes legend,become a display on the glamarous glass.Its all the best we want,i want the best from me.But cant we live each day like its the last.Because we have hope,something mystical and pretty that people draw fantasies in.To those who lost it,someone insulates it and someone inject it into you once again,many mistaken it to be love,was it really? Could it be a coincidence,a chance merely? I suppose writing this my mind was blank.Somehow my fingers managed to move.Recollecting what i thought of 30 minutes ago.

one of my favorites

Global Request Show : A Song For You 3 - Ep.15 wi…: http://youtu.be/Hzj3ydN5dtc

Towards the end of the year

Hi there,all you readers whether you are my friend,someone I know but I do not realize you read my blog post,here I am,summarizing my year in literature or not.Here are  the things  I am so thankful for this year: I met new people whether in college,at work,through family friends or strangers.I passed Intermediate with average of at least Second Lower.I managed to survive weekend classes.My Grandma is doing well after a near end experience of 3 months in hospital.I managed to make a trip to Sarawak.I managed to defy the Christmas celebration because there was something I felt not to do was best.I gathered more mangas.I reduced TV time.I learnt more about myself.I managed to make it to the Pet Expo in Danga City Mall.My dad bought a new car.New changes.New Year.Hope to make 2015 more fulfilling and filled with more joy and quality time spend at home.Hope to make it to Part 2 aka Year 3 with hope I pass Part 1 with flying colours.I will make it.😁

Wonderful,Subarashi

VAMPS - VAMPIRE'S LOVE: http://youtu.be/8ZtO_px24go

Sad title

I couldnt think of a deeper word than friendship.Most of time,I naturally could not do things that will result in hurting others.You cannot sleep at night neither can the burden you carry now be lighter.I met a friend whom I shared similar thinking.We could talk about anything under the weather. I shared what I couldnt bare to tell to others.It seems perfectly fine.But recently,I doubt is jealousy on the part of me that things between us became comparisons and so I saw her affecting others with her behaviour.From understanding,it became irritance.I thought that although there was freedom of speech,please mind what you say to others.It affects people arround you on how you are judged.I may be competitive but not to the extent of that.I found that you make use of others thinking that others dont realize.You are a good friend who treats me well but I can lose trust after few incidents because I cant trust you anymore.Please stop trying to express yourself because to me its irrtating.

11th and in school

Woke up in the morning feeling so snuggly.Dad opened the window and the cool crisp air dances through the window.My dream of two of the people I missed so much.You were in class with me together with people I havent seen for so long.I told someone about it,related to my post yesterday.Its a sweet dream witj everyone gathered

Facts

I have not thought of things that mattered others as my life flowed like a river of pictures.While surrounded by unhappy events,I never want to lose sight of the direction I am flowing to.As time passes,I got numbed to the pain for I never want to get hurt by my own feelings,training my pain receptors to feel the necessary impact only.Growing up feeling shy and embarassed for the hurt I suffered made me want to avoid all of these.People dont treat me as I do to them,

10th and your birthday

Hahaha.The 10th dream of ya.I dreamed we met at music school,goofing around.Seems like something to consider.Music school eh?

Thanks

Thank you to the one whose birthday is on 15 October,if you asked me why I always pay attention to what you say,I cannot explain.Its just natural,You are someone I respect ,special in your way.Is as though I dont need to say it out,it clicks.Much of what you do,I can relate.Happy Birthday to you,💛 May you stay happy forever

At verge of giving up

I admit that I have been too careless.I cant help it,there are things which I cannot control myself.I never thought i was too smart,or smart.We can only motivate ourselves,and make ourselves be better.Every week I find myself in a situation that I abhore,hate,detest,extremely hate,whats the worse word.Fucking Hate!

Reality always

Everyone who knows me will not think I am such.Recently,before I went for my LLB intermediate exams,I feel for Skip Beat hence lead me to this special person named Lee Donghae.I really liked his style in Skip Beat drama.Maybe it was the make up and the hairstyle.Curiously,I checked out his mv 'Only You',with Team A One Sound,lyrics written by Donghae himself.Never did i thought i will fall for the song which melody was something close to my heart.Then,being a lover of fast songs,I always listened to Super Junior ,who denies 'Sorry Sorry'? Of course,his personality was quite similar to me,I do think a lot,I am forgetful and somewhat emotional.Maybe our names are somewhat related to Earth.Then,when i started following the instagram,I realized that even I too not afraid to act silly if it brings joy.Perhaps I read too much.LOL.Told you I overthink.The worse part was stalking the pictures.Then i realized it was not fandom,I really love his personality qnd everything he does even if he is not the most intelligent or good looking chap in the world.I did sincerely think he was the best guy in the world.I always liked all the post and sometimes comment.I even thanked him for bringing inspiration.Perhaps,it was until this point that I realized I was not someone that he would need.Honestly,a reasonable person would label it obsession,fandom,craziness,hallucination.But,I tell you,what i have seen is irreplacable.The similarities that I cannot explain logically.I even dreamt of him 9 times.The worst thing to hear is that you are not the type he is looking for.I do not have long hair neither shoulder length.I am not pretty or whatsoever. I am so far away from South Korea.I am not ladylike.Everything is fate.You cant change yourself for another otherwise you wony be yourself.Even our signs probably dont match.All these give me guide to what reality is and I have to accept it.Maybe its time i see it realistically but I dont want to give up.😊 Till then,take care.I dont force or coerce people to do what they dont feel like doing✌ Peace out!

this is my current playlist

2-Hours Epic Music Mix | THE POWER OF EPIC MUSIC …: http://youtu.be/LqOfPkHGq9U

Cant believe it,it has similar tune to what was in my head few years ago

Donghae 동해_1+1=Love_Pre-release before Super Show…: http://youtu.be/ZLzIU0oxqIc

Midnight walk

How nice would it be to take a walk down quiet street? Have a bite at a nearby convenience store.Just enjoy a peaceful night.

Have a dreamy night

When i thought of buying more books for bedtime,i dreamt of Lee Donghae defences.What does that mean? Lol,it just vanished at the shelf like someone took it away accidentally.It actuay clashed with another one i often thought of.for the 9th time

Dreamed that I went to Donghae Coffee to have dinner with family.Strange or what?😅

Anime updates

Okay,Im been busy lately,in out of hospital to visit.Here are some anime updates 

Hanasaku Iroha 

Noragami

Tokyo Raven 

Tonari no Kaibutsu Kun

Nodame Cantabile 

This is the 5th time you came to my dreams.Haha.Fun the time with you.Maybe I am crazy but I just want to be a little honest.Hope there is something that puts a smile on your face everyday when you wake up.Sweet dreams

Sweet Potato Dreams

Dreamed of our beautiful Seohyun.Lol.Even called her Goguma Unnie.Haha.Hilarious

A short summary of trip

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Pesto

I eat it like that💝

Trying out new products

Help me please TONYMOLY

Bad dreams

Felt like you were there to comfort me.Thanks again but Im afraid to fall asleep,you might not be there

Respect and view

Went to Kuching by AirAsia.Landed super fast.Met my coursemate on flight.Stayed at the Ariva Gateway Hotel.Enjoyed the less hectic and beautiful city.Did some shopping and sat down for tea.With a slip of Tuak Cheesecake which I absolutely love.And an incident that will be etched in my mind.My dear grandma,please get well soon.You have tolled your whole life and lived strongly than anyone could.Maybe I am not someone expressive about my feelings.Bless her dear God

Coming soon

Not a big fan of Kpop.I have my bias.😊

Treasured day with my fellow ECians 6AC classmates for supper

A year has gone by since we all last meymt and Thank Goodness I met them because they beautfied my High School life with their antics and naturally comedic characters.😊 Please bless them in studies and for work dear God.And please allow more good times spent with them.I enjoyed supper😋

How we look?

Most parents get a shock when their daughter gets pregnant earlier than marriage.No matter how we use our EQ,we do look at it in different lenses.It is foolish to get yourself into unnecessary commitment but in the heat of moment,yeah the heat,most of us feel luke we dont want miss a moment of that feeling. I personally have no experience to talk about such but I do know that I dont encourage stern and strict behaviour because we each got freedom.If we look into too many views.we get.confused and lose ourselves wasting time on others instead of living life properly.Take care of yourself so you can help others.

You are so

Many people who reached 18 or so will start have thoughts about marriage and relationship.Some earlier.What does it mean really? Is just a freaking piece of paper which you signed in front of people.Is it an obligation ? Or just because the guy or girl you are attracted and whom you love proposed in a romantic way which caught you off guard and you fell for it.Is it mere emotions? Can we think of it logically?
Are we looking for romance,lust or someone to spend our precious time with because they are so precious.You are have a strong feeling you are destined.Another reason is your friends,family provoke such mentality in you.No matter what,a marriage that last is like an.old building with history.So strong yet fragile,so old yet tasteful.Because we built it,we look at in our way,no outsiders look at it more beautiful.

It because I am random,I am myself

Growing up.What it means to me? Not a phrase only for children,adults needs much of it.Life is not memorizing or who does it the best.Could you look at yourself and confidently press on the ' I am glad ' button? Life cant just work in the I am born,finished studying,working my ass off,get married and wait for death kind of way or which ever the sequence flows.If we were to do it,do it genuinely or maybe the best for you.How we define things is not through the dictionary merely but a guide to understand wjat that means better in our context because we have language.

Working for experience

Elders always tell you that studying will be the best time of your life.It is true that you dont have to worry about money,bills,your health and meals.Cause your parents got most of it calculated and organized.When it is time to let go of your comfort zone and open yourself

Weekends at work

My 4th job so far😁

Chiaki Senpai

Started watching nodame cantabile😄😉😆😊🎶🎼🎻🎹🎵👞👘💄The anime and drama.👶

Tell me I am realistic

I love Burberry,Cartier,Mont Blanc,Chopard,Lamborghinis,G2000,Mango,Ulysse,Patek Phillipe😊.Yes,I love these brands due to their colours and they reflects my ideals.

Keith Urban - Little Bit Of Everything

i just need a little bit of everything,not too much



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Keith Urban - Little Bit Of Everything

i just need a little bit of everything,not too much

Cuteness to the max,undescribable

Thanks for coming into my dreams again.I will treasure that t-shirt you wrote on.

Beauty in light

Repost this cause its my favorite light in blue ! So magnificent ! That's what Planet Earth does to amaze us! 

Thanks for coming

Thanks for coming into my dreams both of you ! 

CNBLUE - 직감 M/V

L'Arc~en~Ciel - ANATA [WORLD TOUR THE FINAL 2012] HD

Kurenai no Ito - Hakuouki Movie Theme Song (Vietsub)

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