Longing

Did you know kindness could hurt others?

I often wondered how good the future will be?

Now,I know that these good future was built on foundations,

only when you work for it,

It's laid.

I often long for time,

Freedom,Adulthood,

Where I can leisurely spend my time,

But these only come when you deserve it,

You work harder to get what you want,

That's what freedom is,

Ability to work hard and have good times.

There was times I longed for your time,

I was wondering when you will come begging for mine,

Now,I don't deserve it,

When you were at the lowest point in your life,

I was not there.

Sad,Lonely,

All this only breeds darkness,

I have a reason to fight for this,

Because earlier on, 

I worked for your eyes,

It gave me light so beautiful,

I won't forget it,

Because each day I long for those to shine once more selfishly.