Sometimes it just feels like a setback and a platform to get back on my feet

I can't see myself doing this in the past.I have come so far,Sometimes you feel like you have lost yourself.When I shun you,you come without me asking.When I accepted that it is like that,You prove me right.The only option is to stay away from each other and as I am aware.It is soon.I await the day when my heart feels relieved from all the I'll feelings and thoughts and return to myself..