Selfish

I am so sick of seeing people's face.Its so often thy radiate this negative energy and infect you and that is a beginning of another cycle.Just do whatever you want,I just need to be left alone.Just go cry somewhere.I don't have so much time to bother about such thing that doesn't benefit me but just pulls me down with your unreasonable thinking! Go cry until you find your smile and then only come see me!

Sometimes it just feels like a setback and a platform to get back on my feet

I can't see myself doing this in the past.I have come so far,Sometimes you feel like you have lost yourself.When I shun you,you come without me asking.When I accepted that it is like that,You prove me right.The only option is to stay away from each other and as I am aware.It is soon.I await the day when my heart feels relieved from all the I'll feelings and thoughts and return to myself..

Zoo Johor

I am not doing something guilty ..tell myself that.....In the morning,was separated into groups....thought would end up with the Malayan Tapir...at last ended up with the cows....washed the eating area and scooped their shit...it wasnt bad at all.....cleared my sinus though....and be mindful...do not get trapped by their shit....its thrown at the side of the eating area...."-8-" .....Was an honour be able to help these animals though it was a small thing....but really these people who take care of them are really patient....Got to feed the camels,Malayan Tapir and emu...dare not reach out too much...everyone laughed when the Pelican chased after me.....with its mouth wide open...and there was the albino snake ....at first,was scared cause it was all the scales and muscular thing....but these creatures are beautiful and amazing .....i got to hold it around my neck .....yay !!!!! Visited the tiger,birds and there was the baboon butt...seriously they dont know what is respect...showing their blushy butt to us....no I am just kidding....and my friend started mentioning these pokemon thing,,,,slowpoke,charizad...wing attack....Camels are really beautiful....and found these parrots that could dance and say hello....Watched the bird show...for awhile and went back home ....but sad to see one of the birds that resembled a flamingo floating lifelessly on the surface of the water.....It was an eye-opener as it was so long ago that i visited that place.....thanks everyone.....

Mid-year crisis

It's a mOnth to mid-year exams,it's really important to make use of thus chance to motivate me further.I need to get all the necessary focus! Focus on exams and that's all .You will no chance after this 7 months.STPM,defeat your weaknesses and STPM itself....come one ,do it!!!!!! Enjoy your time in school and excel in exams!!!!