Little cloud aged 17 , a mere female student studying in a high expectation school , living a life of innocent pleasures and enjoying herself while others are working their fingers off, loves to blame herself , never been able to find out the problem at all, getting an average of 60 percent for Biology paper, 57 percent for Chemistry , 40 percent for sympathy for Physics , 60 percent out of another ''lucky'' chance for Additional Mathematics , a mere 73 percent for Bahasa Malaysia , a PATHETIC 83 percent for English and a lucky 90 percent for History .I am dying....I want to make myself work hard but i am lying every second to myself .....Leading a life of an almost Secondary school graduate in 8 months with no big deal of myself .....All I hear from myself everyday is tiredness , fatigue , laziness that infest my entire life.....Shut Up , will you stp before you system crashes , will you behave well and study like PMR , NOT LIKE IT BUT BETTER ! yOU ARE REAL pISSED OFF PERSON BECAUSE OF your behaviour ! shut up and please dont lie to yourself anymore .....you are not writing an essay.....will you stop writing .....I want to leave the SPM room with no regrets ! I WANT TO LEAVE THE SPM EXAMINATION ROOM WITH NO REGRET !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!BUCK UP !BUCK UP ! YOU ARE SEVENTEEN NOT SEVEN ANYMORE ! SHUT UP AND STUDY YOUR BOOK NOT FACEBOOK !SOMEONE TAUGHT ME THAT !
