Thoughts about life

Death,the real end that no one knows. Everyone wants a happy ending. So we live each day hoping that everything we collect becomes legend,become a display on the glamarous glass.Its all the best we want,i want the best from me.But cant we live each day like its the last.Because we have hope,something mystical and pretty that people draw fantasies in.To those who lost it,someone insulates it and someone inject it into you once again,many mistaken it to be love,was it really? Could it be a coincidence,a chance merely? I suppose writing this my mind was blank.Somehow my fingers managed to move.Recollecting what i thought of 30 minutes ago.

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Towards the end of the year

Hi there,all you readers whether you are my friend,someone I know but I do not realize you read my blog post,here I am,summarizing my year in literature or not.Here are  the things  I am so thankful for this year: I met new people whether in college,at work,through family friends or strangers.I passed Intermediate with average of at least Second Lower.I managed to survive weekend classes.My Grandma is doing well after a near end experience of 3 months in hospital.I managed to make a trip to Sarawak.I managed to defy the Christmas celebration because there was something I felt not to do was best.I gathered more mangas.I reduced TV time.I learnt more about myself.I managed to make it to the Pet Expo in Danga City Mall.My dad bought a new car.New changes.New Year.Hope to make 2015 more fulfilling and filled with more joy and quality time spend at home.Hope to make it to Part 2 aka Year 3 with hope I pass Part 1 with flying colours.I will make it.😁

Wonderful,Subarashi

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Sad title

I couldnt think of a deeper word than friendship.Most of time,I naturally could not do things that will result in hurting others.You cannot sleep at night neither can the burden you carry now be lighter.I met a friend whom I shared similar thinking.We could talk about anything under the weather. I shared what I couldnt bare to tell to others.It seems perfectly fine.But recently,I doubt is jealousy on the part of me that things between us became comparisons and so I saw her affecting others with her behaviour.From understanding,it became irritance.I thought that although there was freedom of speech,please mind what you say to others.It affects people arround you on how you are judged.I may be competitive but not to the extent of that.I found that you make use of others thinking that others dont realize.You are a good friend who treats me well but I can lose trust after few incidents because I cant trust you anymore.Please stop trying to express yourself because to me its irrtating.

11th and in school

Woke up in the morning feeling so snuggly.Dad opened the window and the cool crisp air dances through the window.My dream of two of the people I missed so much.You were in class with me together with people I havent seen for so long.I told someone about it,related to my post yesterday.Its a sweet dream witj everyone gathered

Facts

I have not thought of things that mattered others as my life flowed like a river of pictures.While surrounded by unhappy events,I never want to lose sight of the direction I am flowing to.As time passes,I got numbed to the pain for I never want to get hurt by my own feelings,training my pain receptors to feel the necessary impact only.Growing up feeling shy and embarassed for the hurt I suffered made me want to avoid all of these.People dont treat me as I do to them,