Lost and found

This is the start,i found this girl who was on my right tonight starring at me and pointing to the fishes on the aquarium.Girl,your smile made my day.Had to bid you goodbye before i left.Sadly,the auntie opposite who owned the coffeeshop passed away leaving her young son motherless at such a tender age.Fate or something else,i cant be too sure.Rachel Crow was someone i supported to the end.Her perfomance was not what i expected but Disney gave her a movie deal which might be a breakthrough rather than winning X-factor.God Bless You Rachel,looking forward to your movie and start to a life of stardom ,not sure its a chance to rise or be affected but your are one brave girl.

Why suffer?

I finally felt it,what is not worth suffering.I need to find something I love doing.I dont want to suffer,why should I? I need to learn things I like learning.but this time,its for real and I need all power to excel.The journey to STPM just begun with a fiery start.

What you have fought for

What is the point living if you are not happy? Say those words and it will strike you.Having crave for wisdom,my mind was never raw and pure,was I aware? I had to stay composed.He never gave up till the end and he was so brave as to not die with dignity and painless.It was love that kept him alive and recorded.Bravery kept suffering so painless and numb.It was due to us that we will never anticipate such things,so unrealistic and simple.Magic could not create genuinely.It could express and feel but it was never in icicle.it had restrictions that couldnt be comprehended.Victory was no importance ,if we could keep people alive for a day,we truly lived.Years past and we never felt more than ever.It was pleasure.

Conscience

Why don't start miracles while waiting for them? The day I found my conscience,i begun a journey,a journey to find FATE.

FATE

I am moving forward..... i cant look back....like a tempting sandwich which cant be eaten.... i need to find myself .....with that, i let fate decide

The one and only

Do you understand the true meaning of one and only ? Is there such ? I cant help but think of what i have been through these few months,a couple of things really drove me to wake up and think.So far,what is the best memory,i cant think of it? What's your biggest achievement? whatsoever.I dont want to remember neither do i want to try cause it comes naturally,Naturally is the awesome keyword.I really need to find it,i found it maybe ? I dont want to settle for one and lose my dignity cause i believe there is something.InitiALLY,YOU ARE Certain but later on ,what you see is fated.it really dont match what you think neither do you want to get involve .Its non of your business.i trult hate it BUT i will do what i think is right.without being biase .because i love me,myself and I !i cant lose myself .

A different life

It's true that i have lost my humble thinking because I am a city person.Things couldn't seem ordinary or for the sake of simplicity.We were seeking to achieve our goals and aspirations that seem so high.I stressed myself to be the best person I want to be that I forgot how to live? City person couldn't understand what the olden day or aborigines think and how their whole life revolves.I a city person will have struggles living in a simple village at first but if I find myself there ,I won't want to miss the feeling.I haven't gotten a taste of life.I do when I achieve my aspirations.I will go back and myself ,my old self that knew the taste of a simple life with contentment.For the sake of a colourful life,I will go back to where my true heart lies though I never advanced.