Sickening

Sick ! SICK ! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ! i cant reason out , if you were alright with everything , i would have done the same .... why do you want to control situations and manipulate according to your ways .. my own parents dont irritate me ....why must you ? i hate it.... everyone cant be at your level....if you are always protecting yourself and not care about what people think....what is challenges ? what is the meaning of nothing is irreplacable ? what is freedom ?what does it mean that everyone has their own way of dealing things ?

Good or bad

To a certain extent,there are many things that i have to make my decisions to let no one get hurt . People give me choices , i make decisions . I can just do it my way , if you get hurt , i am hurt even more . I cant stand looking at them suffer because i did it my way . I have to make some decisions that you dont like but at last we will find peace in that deicisions because i bravely made my stand . These are reality of life , i get stressed up when i think of them getting hurt . If you would think for me and we suffer together , we might even become closer . Very complicated in all but we make each day something great to be accomplished. My teacher once mention to us that i remembered till today thought it didnt happen too long ago was life was about making choices . Some things are worth fighting for . What comes around goes around ! I make my own decisions and i respect it !